I feel like I'm dying inside. Sam told me today that she wants to be single. It was like someone dropped a truck on me. It was a total shock. I've never felt this bad. I mean, she's like my 'everything.' And now I just don't feel like I have anything. I don't mean to sound this way, but, you know. I'm not searching for pity. I just need to spill out my frustration and hurt (only three people read this anyway).

I kept asking her why. She wouldn't give me an answer. She says she doesn't know. I think she does.

I'm thinking that maybe she just wants some space for a while or something. Just to hang out with friends and be herself. And that maybe we'll be a couple again. She said that she still wants to talk to me all the time and that she still loves me and all, but I think she just said that so I wouldn't feel as bad. I don't know what else to say, I just feel depressed as can be.